I think I won’t be able to make through this semester. I am to the point right now where I hardly care if I study anymore. I know I should, but my concentration is absolutely gone. I’m tired, I’m frustrated and I really want to punch a wall right now. I’ve spent the entire months from July to November driving as a part-time job. My books on the table are all covered with dust. I don’t have the God damned time. I’m constantly wearing dirty clothes every day. My room is a wreck and all messed up. Life is so hard for me right now. I just want to pause and get a moment to breathe, but it’s so fucking hard. As soon as one thing is over, I have a new thing to worry about. My only goal for this semester is to clear all my papers. I think I'd like to wake up now and bring some serious changes in life.
